Friday, May 15, 2009
I felt lost. It's like something precious has been taken away from me. How should I put it such that I'll be able to express myself effectively? Would you believe that it's the first time I am taking things so personally. I can't believe that it's happening to me.
Everything has changed now. I can't explain the reason behind this change. Can I relive my dream? For that special group of people, I've spent countless hours teach, teach and re-teach, just to make sure they understood. I know my opportunities will come again but I don't seem to feel I'll be as committed and enthusiastic by the time they arrive.
I like the way they ask me questions. I like the way they are so concerned w their studies. I like the way we hit off so fast. Maybe all started when I saw them last year. They seem to have this unexplanable spirit in them that causes me to have the urge to protect, guide and educate them.
Sad.
Miserable.
Defeated.
WHY MUST YOU TAKE 3E1 AWAY FROM ME? THEY ARE MINE!!! BLOODY HELL. RETURN ME MY CLASS. THOSE HORRIBLE CLASSES. DUN GIVE ME THE DAMN EXCUSE THAT THEY NEED ME TO IMPROVE! WHAT THE HELL!!!
Posted by Buzz and Mulan at 1:50 PM