Thursday, December 24, 2009
I recall in Stephen Chow's Journey to the West movie, Spider Spirit went into Monkey God's heart to ask whether he truely loved her. Back to 'reality', if I were to pry open my heart n ask myself what I really want, I doubt it can answer me.
I just underwent another major turn in life. Many factors were at play and I just wanted to move forward alone, so I made the decision without any deeper thought..
Since i've decided, there should be no turning back for me. I don't even want to think that any happy ending would be for me. I shall work hard for my career. It's my only future now.
I still love him. He who made the stronger me now. I still cry over the broken relationship and I dare to admit. Before my taiwan trip, we met up. I guess it was the trigger to what happened after that. I found my long lost happiness when he was around me but i've lost the courage to tell him how much I still care for him. Silly me. He would never come back.
Posted by Buzz and Mulan at 6:40 PM